So since I'm still exercising pretty regularly, I don't feel too bad about what's happening lately. And that is that I want to eat everything. EVERYTHING. Oh, except the healthy stuff. What? I brought a salad for lunch? Oh hell no, I'm going over to Whole Foods and buying a baguette to go with that "salad" and a box of Lacey's to devour in one sitting. Remember how it was S's birthday last Friday? Well all that cake is GONE. Well, there's about one slice left and the only reason it's left is because I fell asleep before dinner and didn't wake up again, or that cake woulda been history, let me tell you.
I have figured it out. I'm sure this isn't really a suprise or big revelation, but around that, *ahem*, time of the month all my cravings come out in full force. This month I haven't really been able to put a finger on what it is I want. I thought it was sugar and chocolate, but the cake and Lacey's didn't squash it. I had a turkey burger with cheese and sweet potato fries on Friday, I had a chicken biscuit for breakfast today, I had a grilled cheese Sunday night. I ate a ton of jelly beans on Friday. Two meals of Mexican. Pizza doesn't sound good. Veggies don't sound good. Chicken does sound good, but it didn't do it. Maybe some real french fries? Chinese doesn't sound good. Indian sounds ok, but I don't wanna spend the money.
The thing is I don't WANT to give into this junkyness. I'm trying to get my eating back on track (I followed my chicken biscuit up with some fruit and greek yogurt) and eating everything in sight just isn't a good plan. I want to feel satisfied with my veggie lunch and dinner, and my fruit and yogurt breakfast. I just wish I could really put a finger on what it is I'm craving, eat it, and be done! I hope I can do it soon, before I blow up like a balloon.